The conversation turned towards the subject of the Diedermayer’s many European vacations. I know I am undeserving of your bounty; but if I were to tell you what hardships I have undergone—to what frightful extremities I have been reduced—and to what infamy I have submitted, to earn a scanty subsistence for this child's sake, —if you could feel what it is to stand alone in the world as I do, bereft of all who have ever loved me, and shunned by all who have ever known me, except the worthless and the wretched,—if you knew (and Heaven grant you may be spared the knowledge!) how much affliction sharpens love, and how much more dear to me my child has become for every sacrifice I have made for him,—if you were told all this, you would, I am sure, pity rather than reproach me, because I cannot at once consent to a separation, which I feel would break my heart. Flowers, theatre boxes, carriages, the “open sesame” to the whole world of pleasure. ’ ‘Yes,’ she agreed, but her manner was a degree less warm. Other, and more serious impositions, inasmuch as they affected a poorer class of persons, were practised by the underlings of the jail. The ink, contained in a grimy bottle unearthed in the outhouse, was old, and made blotches as soon as it touched the paper. I do not command the services of a person who will not tell me why he offers them. She slipped it calmly into her pocket. “You cannot say that you did not expect me,” he answered. She spent the morning up to ten in writing a series of unsuccessful letters to Ramage, which she tore up unfinished; and finally she desisted and put on her jacket and went out into the lamp-lit obscurity and slimy streets. She mentioned, with familiar respect, Christ and Buddha and Shelley and Nietzsche and Plato. Gerald reached out a hand to stop her. Her voice was soft and singularly musical; but from time to time she uttered old-fashioned words which forced him to grope mentally. It is better that you go away now, I think.
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